Happy Monday!!!
Streamed live on Aug 19, 2019
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because the Internet's messed up hi plus
how are you hi welcome welcome welcome
hey Lisa tell me if it's starts working
again welcome everybody I'm gonna wipe
my camera really quick hi Cindy happy
Monday everybody coming in I hope
everybody's having a wonderful start to
your guyses week my weeks almost come to
an end meaning
tomorrow is our Friday here in the house
okay hold on us her because the
Internet's not working we're having an
internet malfunction on an iPad Lisa
yeah here because Ollie has his his days
off are Wednesday and Thursday so I am
able to have my weekends off on
Wednesday and Thursday okay what is
going on here why is my internet not
working
hallo welcome welcome welcome come on in
and take a seat everybody
I was just sitting here I was like I
haven't made a vlog I didn't make a vlog
yesterday um I don't know why I didn't I
just hey Angela welcome um I just didn't
make a vlog yesterday I really wanted to
and then I didn't so and I started one
today but I didn't finish it I I kind of
got halfway through it and I'm like you
know what I just want to go live ha ha
ha ha hi Cindy welcome so I was like
well I'll just go live and see everybody
and say hello to all of my love's so
that's what I'm doing
you crack me up while I crack you up you
crack me up um hold on just a second you
guys I need to put my no I did put my no
I did not I thought my foot my phone to
sleep mode so I don't get notifications
okay then you're gonna have to wait just
a minute baby girl ok um eat your
oatmeal for right now you're drinking
your water you love my laughs you know
when I was a little girl I was always
told yeah I did it myself I've been
doing them I've been playing with them
these are just tips that I glued on and
then it's just gel polished over the top
hey Sharon welcome I just glued them on
so they're just like I don't know how
you just they're just the long long
nails that you can glue on fake nails or
whatever and then I just oh no can't
stick them on an iPad what are you gonna
do now huh
hi Murray is live hey sandy
so yeah I just went ahead and they're
fake
nothing nothing real but you know what
I've had more compliments Oh hurt them
then getting my nails done and honestly
I just don't want to spend the money on
it you know it's not to me it's not an
enjoyment Oh Erica this is the first
time she's touched the iPad was right
now she hasn't been on the iPad all day
we've actually been playing and we made
play-doh and a couple different things
today oh look you can see mommy life
here it's working now
so I told her she can have iPad time
since mommy's going live so yeah that's
what we're doing anyways I just don't
even feel like going to a salon to get
my nails done
you know honestly the the times that I
did go it wasn't really enjoyable to me
and that makes sense because I just I
don't know I it's weird but I'm not I am
a people person but I'm not a people
person in and like real life if that
makes sense so oh my bad then seems like
when you're on she's on but well yeah I
mean stay hat like I said they have
times that they're allowed to play with
it and there are times that they're not
allowed to play with it and it's always
hooked up in my room on the charger
which they don't have access to the
bedroom and so I told her today earlier
she could have iPad time since she
hasn't had her iPad actually for a
couple of days so I told her she could
have her iPad for a little bit while
mommy's on YouTube and then when I get
off then she'll get off so we agreed
well if you're gonna turn it up then
you're gonna have to go away from my
phone honey because I don't want to get
in trouble okay here I'll turn it up I
should do my eyebrows I can't girl Oh
hold on are you a little
a little thing that I got hold on okay
take it away from my you have to get
away from me though
come on hold on you guys I gotta mute
this for a minute
okay sorry I needed to get her out of
here because I don't want to get copy
written so she's gonna go lay on Mama's
bed and eat her oatmeal and play with
her iPad oh I missed what you guys were
saying you should do your eyebrows oh
that's what I was gonna do is gonna show
you this thing Sharon oh my god yes
where's the hold on Erica yes Gabriel
you're friends with law
Linda's lincom you are aware the dock
scene in trouble she's causing on
YouTube right Gabriel um you know
honestly everybody has their issues with
whomever they want to have issues with
just because one has issues with
somebody doesn't mean I have to have the
same issues as everybody else and vice
versa
Oh Gabriela sorry so I mean if people
have issues with law that's okay but it
doesn't mean just because somebody has
issues with law that I have to have
issues with law and you know so I I mean
I'm not saying that in any mean manner
at all I'd please don't take it
offensively when I say that but I just
don't want people to think just because
somebody's got issues with somebody that
I have to have issues with the person at
the same point because you know no I get
it but she's causing harm and it's wrong
um well you know to be honest it's not
it's not my business you know I I'm
really trying to just stay in my lane
you know and I friend everybody I don't
have an issue with anybody so I just you
know I really just want to stay in my
own lane and keep my channel as Oh as
free as I can from drama and things like
that because I just you know I just
don't want I just don't want the
problems so you know if people have
issues with others I am sad to see that
people have issues with each other I'm
trying to fix situations on my in from
my situations that I have to
try and clear the air there because I
don't like confrontation I don't like
arguments so therefore I'm not going
did you hear Andrea passed away who's
that well why are you gonna go
no what you stay we come here for Amy
not drama
exactly Erica um somebody said I feel
bad for you Amy to the people who think
they know me just back off you're
bashing me too much James I am so sorry
I don't know what this is all about
but I do apologize for the bashing and
I've had multiple hey Ashley
welcome um
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why are you gonna have trouble with me
no you're not you keep you're a little
happy but here and just everybody needs
us up I'm not sure who Andrea Mills is
is it like a public person or somebody
that was on my channel oh my god I hope
not
um what was I gonna say here what was I
gonna say and I'm sorry that people feel
like she's oh I'm sorry that she is the
hated most hated person on YouTube but
you know what she's never done she is a
youtuber what happened I am not even
aware that name doesn't even ring a bell
so now I'm gonna have to go and check it
I don't want anybody to argue you know
it's hey Linda yes but you know
everybody has issues with whomever they
want to have issues with but I don't
have issues with anybody and I just want
to keep it that way
so everybody's here to talk to me and
they don't have to talk to each other
but you have problems with somebody just
don't talk to each other you can talk to
me don't forget to give me a thumbs up
I'm sure I'm got lots of thumbs down but
Thank You Gabrielle I appreciate it
hey Diana welcome Thank You Gabriella
and I appreciate that
welcome welcome I hope everybody's
having a wonderful wonderful Monday I
really do
hey 420 welcome I hope everybody's
having a wonderful wonderful Monday I on
my on my end I'm really having a good
time
hi Sasha welcome Salaam alaikum thank
you welcome
um so I had counseling today
hey mama welcome where's your bong um
this is the closest thing I've got yes
yes yes I I have a drink
how's the cute skunk he's good he's
running around here somewhere he might
be playing yes it's a double gold bong
oh my gosh um I had a good start to my
Monday I had counseling this morning
that went really well really well hmm
there's none left in there there's one
but I can't reach that does anybody eat
these has anybody ever had these tell me
if you have has anybody ever had these
if you haven't you got to try them I
don't know where oli gets them they're
only 399 for this jar oh my gosh no you
guys okay I don't know if you can see
yeah I don't think you can Oh more's
like there's one in there can you see it
oh my gosh okay so they are full of
sodium so you have to be really careful
with them for 1/4 of a cup there's oh my
god look at the writing it's so small
and I'm blind as a bat
um 190 milligrams of sodium it's a lot
of sodium okay put that one up did you
get a did you get a spoon okay go grab a
spoon cuz I can't get it without a spoon
um yes that's what they almost seem like
like a boiled peanut and honestly I I
have to be really cautious so I rinse
mine when I get them out of the thing
because otherwise it's way too much
sodium but I loop pini beans I don't
know if I'm saying right do you eat them
right from the jar yeah let me see um I
don't know if I can get it to come down
for its not gonna work
if Omer what hold on do you eat them
right from the jerk they're like okay so
they have like a little casing on them
and you bite it and then you pinch it
and like the little nut or the peanut or
whatever it is comes out and you can eat
it but I eat the the skin of it but all
these like why do you eat the skin of it
I'm like I don't know my not supposed to
I love some sodium give me all the oh my
gosh gabriella you would love these then
because they are really good I used to
really like pickles but I don't know I
just I I don't really like pickles
anymore but this is a good fix for like
the pickle taste in a way even though
they don't taste like a pickle it's
Arabian not specific to Egypt I've found
them in Syria
did you a real skunk um Debbie ring yes
she has a real skunk oh yes I have a
real skunk Anna I eat green olives out
of the jar injuries did you oh no see I
can't do green olives nope no to the
green now my kids love green olives and
Ollie will eat green olives but not me
hi Hannah welcome I don't I don't like
them but this stuff these are really
good but you can see if you look at the
jar watch the bottom you can see the
sodium you can see the salt like
someone like a sister very sorry I tuned
in late been very sick conditions but I
Oh Salam alaikum sister thank you so
much for stopping in and I'm so sorry to
hear that you've been sick I'm sorry
and yes Debbie to answer your question
I'm so sorry I did not mean to ignore
you yes I have a real skunk his name is
Sebastian he's a couple months old now
and he runs around my house all the time
but I it's his nap time cuz it's almost
5:30 here so he is he's sleeping I love
olives and black ones but the green are
my favorite socially the one stuffed
with garlic oh yeah
now those ones my kids will eat they'll
eat those for like a mil literally they
will eat them and I'm just like static
um it tastes it they're salty and they
really don't have a flavor that's what's
weird about it is they really don't have
like a complete taste to them other than
they're salty I don't know if that makes
any sense there's not really the big
they don't taste like a pickle they
don't have like the flavor of like a
dill pickle so they don't really have a
flavor it's just they're salty that's
the but I do I do real good explaining
things
hi Lotus welcome welcome no worries I
have been viewing your channel for a bit
but first time oh thank you thank you so
much I appreciate it and I'm glad that
you caught me live - I got my ID no you
can put it back up all on my table bring
me the box really quick bring me the box
I got my fan in the mail today oh god
finally because I was about ready
tonight give me the box really quick on
his show let me see it really quick come
here yes give it to me
this is the fan that I got it was only
$14 to give it to me baby it is because
they just have to have something that's
on like a table for my breathing and
since my other one croaked on me I had
to get one and so I got this one from
Walmart I just ordered it and had them
ship it and it is so nice
anyways so back to what I was saying so
how is every place Monday going
hi Kelly welcome house there is money
going
I went hi Zach welcome I went to
counseling this morning what a good
session what a good session I had this
morning with my counselor it really just
it was a good one
you know I so I as most of you guys know
I was seen at a nutritionist slash
therapist so a nutrition therapist
basically and also I have my therapist
and I stopped seeing my nutrition
therapist a few months ago because I
could not fit her in my schedule like it
was really hard because I was going to
my therapy once a month but then also
going to Mike my food therapist not once
a month sorry once a week and then I was
going to my food therapist once a week
to know I don't want to put it in my box
I wanted to go on the table yeah can you
put it on the table
thank you my son is so worried about it
he needs to put the fan in the box it
doesn't need to go in the box
um anyways so I stopped going to see her
because I couldn't fit both of them at
the same and like in going twice a week
just wasn't working in our schedule so I
let her go because of that but I have
noticed that
I feel like I've backtracked some with
the tools that I have gained from her I
feel like I've backtracked and so I
talked to my therapist today and and
talked her to see if I could go ahead
and pick up back with my nutritionist
and so I think we're gonna go ahead and
do that as well so I'll be going back to
my nutrition therapist and then also
love youing me but I can't be in the
same place as Laura Gillespie I stand
against bullying and insulting innocent
people or to take care in family I'm
sorry Hannah that you feel that way you
know but you're here for me you're not
here for others so you don't have to
involve yourself with anybody else you
know and that's what I keep saying to
everybody is I want my channel to be a
place of unity and I want my channel to
be a place of where people can come and
we all get along you know I don't like
confrontation I don't like I don't want
confrontation from anybody I want
everybody to get along and I know that
that is it's you know I know that that's
above and beyond what I can control I
get that
just like you know I am trying to fix
situations with people that I have outs
with but you're here for me you know and
that's what shouldn't matter if you
don't get along with somebody just block
them and the you guys don't see each
other's messages and it would be as if
you weren't in the same spot but I'm
sorry if you feel like that and I just
wish that everybody could just get along
I just want everybody to get along I I
hate this fighting I hate it you know
I've gone to bed crying over all of this
fighting because it makes my heart hurt
so bad and so I just I really wish
everybody would just get along okay
I have like something it's bugging me
really bad and I don't know what is
going on with it
um okay it's really bothering me and you
know and I know that I'm not liked by
everybody on YouTube I know that I'm
fully aware of that and not everybody's
gonna like everybody but I want
everybody to be able to come hold on
Omar hold on Omar hold on I'm not gonna
bite it no no no I just want to show
hold on here hold this
okay look sorry so this is what it looks
like you guys and see that little hole
so then you just I'm gonna bite it cuz I
need to get the seed out for him you
just hold on you just pinch it oh where
did it go oh it landed in his hand hold
on let me show him really quick it shot
up in the air and somehow I ended up in
his it ended up in his egg hunt but
that's the scene oh my god that was
hilarious okay so here and that's the
skin of it seedy look yeah that's just
the skin of it but I think he eats the
skin too sorry
oh yes I did not mean for that to go
flying but it end up in this and somehow
but I don't know how because it shot up
in the air
anyways okay
everybody since I've got a me it goes
too deep those people don't want unity
that bring nasty and bullying every
worthy careful
huh
I am interested in those bags 404 - the
ones that I you did the review on I'm
reading everybody's comments I'm so
sorry I'm not not ignoring anybody um
yes
so I have 60 people here or 57 people
here and I just want to say to everybody
I love you all
you guys all mean so much to me whether
you love me or you hate me you trust me
or you doubt me
I can't control what anybody feels about
me all I can do is love and hope that
people will see that and accept my love
and my apologies to everybody that I've
hurt or that I've done wrong to because
that's not at all my my heart's desire
to hurt anybody I don't want that I
don't want people to fight I don't want
to see people you know how to ditch two
sides or because this person you choose
this person you're gonna lose another
person that's not fair that that's like
putting a child in a situation with two
parents oh we're not gonna discuss
monster-truck right now um thank you so
much I mean I just want peace with
everybody and I just want I want to be
able to go into people's Channel and to
embrace the person that I'm going into
the channel for and not feel like I'm
gonna get darts shot at me because I am
wanting to support somebody because I
may not personally have an issue with
somebody so because I don't have that
issue why should I feel like I have to
choose sides that's not fair that is not
fair and that's not fair to anybody I
don't think that that's fair in any
direction you know I mean like I was
saying it's like putting a child in a
situation with two parents and making
them feel like they have to choose you
can't do that you know you have to let
your children love both parents because
they don't have the issue I got
headache I hit my head off my headboard
oh my gosh
Zach oh I hope you're okay goodness I'd
have a head 82 um you know so I just I
wish and I pray that all this fighting
and drama and retaliation and trying to
shut people down and hurting people I
just want everybody to get along but
it's not about a little fight she's
doing horrible stuff but if I knew what
she was doing
you wouldn't support her I disagree
though 420 how could anybody be serious
with you around I just you know
and I appreciate that Hannah I
appreciate that so much and you know I I
just don't want everybody to fight I
just wish everybody could just I wish
things would just go back to the way
they were at one time and I know that
that's asking too much and I know that
it won't but I just wish you know I I
went into somebody's room last night and
it's 4:20 somewhere hi Linda welcome and
it is Gabriella I agree with you a
hundred percent I went into somebody's
room last night and I was really upset
it's okay sweetie it's totally okay I
went into I just wish that everyone
could be as nice Hannah please don't
leave just stay hi Seattle welcome
welcome Hannah just stay if you don't
get along with somebody just pop them I
don't want to see people go because they
don't want to be you know I don't I just
don't want that but what I was saying
was last night I went into Pam's room
some of you guys know I had went into
Pam's room and I seen a couple of well
one of her what of her people lying
straight forth to me porch I'm lost
straight lying about me and it angered
me it angered me so bad because I was
like why are people lying about me why
are people making me look like something
I'm not why are people trying to oh
that's where you know me from hey I love
the porch why are people still trying to
stir the pot
you know indirectly and and I know that
I haven't reached out to anybody hello
welcome dog lover I'm not bugging her
I'm not bugging her I'm just saying a
story I'm just telling what happened
last night to the reason where we're at
today you're from drama community
I dipped my toes in there sometimes
because I love I love Rosie I love
watching Elvis travel god bless all of
us travel yet I love my porch but
anyways you know I seen somebody in
there that was not telling the truth and
I'm not gonna mention names there's no
point in that part but I seen somebody
okay thank you sister for stopping by I
so appreciate it I'm glad that you were
able to catch me live and I hope to
catch you again soon but anyway so I
seen somebody not being very honest with
with me with my name and I ended up
stepping up I ended up saying something
and my fingers were twitching and I was
just like knowing me don't do it don't
do it don't do it but I couldn't help it
because I am so tired of people trying
to cause problems within all of our
communities I am so tired of the lies
I'm tired of things that should not be
happening happening behind the scenes I
said something and I stepped out I tried
to reach out to Pam I've been wanting to
reach out to Pam for a while but I just
didn't feel the time is right
last night when I seen somebody lying to
Pam to make Pam more upset with me then
is already done that's when I felt the
need for me to step up and say something
so I did and Pam and I were going to
talk privately to I think pretty much
squashed the situation so we can just
move on again because like I said I hate
confrontation I hate fighting I don't
like it I don't like the feel of it it's
not a good feeling and a couple people
came onto her live and pretty much
I think kind of stepped in to make her
feel like she shouldn't talk to me and
fix the situation so Pam declined
talking to me and that's totally
respectable respectful I I respect that
I told Pam you know what I respect you I
emailed her you know a couple things I
need to email to her in private I said I
respect you I will never come back into
your channel again because you asked me
not to but I'm just trying to squish all
the problems you are friends with Lisa
yes you know I'm just trying to fight a
fight I'm trying to fight the fire down
and make it go away and I will stay off
of Pam's lives I will not go back not
because I don't like Pam but for the
respect of her I will not go back on her
life because she asked me not to and I
will respect her I just think it's
really sad that here you know we could
have fixed a situation but because a few
people that want to see the drama
continue and are literally stirring the
pot with lies are willing to continue to
do that I think it's really sad that
it's never going to come to an end on
her side but I just have to accept it
and move on and be done and that's it
you know but I am just sad you know I I
step in two different places you were in
candy Morgan's life boo-hooing um
actually yeah I did go into candy
Morgan's live last night because candy
Morgan was talking to me about getting
me on a panel to talk about things like
the situation and stuff so we can be fit
out and not be fit out but you know I
can explain my my side I can get all of
my fillings out and we can just move on
but I didn't end up waiting for Candy's
lives so I went into Candy's life to
tell her hey this is what's going on I
was going to call her but her mods
stepped in and told her not to talk to
me
so Pam decided not to talk to me no more
she said she didn't want to
after she said that she would talk to me
in private but once her mods jumped in
then she said nevermind she's not gonna
talk to me and I respect that I'm okay
with that if you don't want to talk to
me you don't have to talk to me I'm not
gonna force anybody to talk to me what
baby
Omar you need to stay in Maya's room
please maybe there are always going to
be toxic people behind the screens
making problems because I'm so sorry and
I agree with that and that's where I
just had to take a deep breath accept it
and move on you know I just have to and
I know in my heart my my goal I only
have two channels but you know I hope
only does not invade your channel Linda
I hope so too
you know I don't want it to be that here
and I and as far as I can control it it
won't
Pam is done with you and just wants it
done and that's what she said in her
live last night you just wouldn't stop
you never gave up you just kept bugging
her no I didn't I didn't want to stop
because Louise since Louise's name has
been brought up now Louise was lying so
I of course wanted to I wanted to stand
up for myself and say no no no no Louise
you're lying and I wanted to stand up
and say my my feelings about the
situation because I wanted Pam to know
on my side that what Louise was saying
was a lie and I even sent Pam the emails
of the screenshots of when I last talked
to Louise which was at the very
beginning of July hold on I didn't get
that and hold on sorry so why do you
keep stirring the pot and put in a name
in your mouth like stirring the pot hi
Marie welcome no I'm I'm not stirring
the pot with Pam I'm just saying and
again how I'm wanting to kill the fire
I'm wanting to bring all the drama out
and just let it all go and nobody fight
nobody argue No
keep dragging it out just let it go and
that way we can move on but you know
what I as of last night hold on just
admit you guys hold on
um as of last night after I went in and
I talked to Pam Esther I'm gonna go sit
at the table and you can sit on Mama's
chair okay okay watch out I'm gonna get
up and go sit at the table hold on just
a second you guys I'm gonna go what onto
the table really quick so she couldn't
watch her cartoon here you come on
mommy's chair okay I don't have Pam's
number I do not she said that she was
going to give it to me last night so
that I could talk to her in private and
I told her absolutely I would totally
talk to her in private and when I went
to tell her that guess what hamburger I
think is how you say her name she
blocked me so Pam couldn't see my my
response which was yes I will talk to
you I will talk to you in private
because I would love to get this out
done and fixed between us me and Pam
never had issues like this ever ever but
because one of her mods ran in to her
live and controlled the situation and
blocked me I could not continue my
conversation with Pam which was really
sad which was really sad because I
wanted to clear it up with Pam I wanted
to figure this out I wanted to work with
it I looked on her I looked on her
YouTube channel that her numbers not on
there
hold on I'm sorry I'm trying to well I
don't know about her mods other than I'm
gonna say Lewis is lime lime to Pam
that's all I'm gonna say
Louise is lying to Pam if Pam wants to
believe Louise cuz Louise is her friend
I could I can totally respect that but
I'm saying
Louise is lying to her cuz I have never
ever ever reached out to Louise since
the day that me and Pam started arguing
and I blocked Louise I left it at that
that was the end of it but she kept it
going and kept it going so I ended up
blocking her and I have never spoke to
her since but she's on a live last night
telling Pam that I have been messaging
her and that I have been know pretty and
sweet it's not a drama thing the reason
this was all brought up wasn't to talk
about Pam it was to talk about how I am
trying my hardest to fix situations
because I don't want to see everybody
fighting I don't like it I hate
confrontation I hate people people being
in it with each other I see you back
there you're not being very I just
wanted to come say hi going back to
trying to help a family bless what's
going on with that I'm sorry I somebody
mentioned that absolutely I agree okay
so we are stopping that conversation the
end of the thing is I'm done I will
never talk about it again because I did
what I could do well last night it was
it I didn't go anywhere with it it
didn't go anywhere so at this point now
I'm done I've done what I could do in to
the story that Bachus
close the doors shut locked and I'm not
gonna reopen it okay who is Andrea mills
I don't know if I know who that is who
what community does she come from
I am go you came to offer some old lady
advice should anymore
Seattle Seattle rewrite that again okay
bless thank you so much good night Zach
thank you for stopping in yeah talking
about school actually
school starts real soon well soon I am
so nervous for Maya because he's getting
out there in his great he like in his
grade and so he's a little bit nervous
this year so it's it's been a little bit
of an adjustment but you know how is all
he liking his new job he loves it he
loves it um thank you block aye
I feel like a real hot mess right now
I've got my bun sitting on top of my
head take care bless and yes Instagram
me that information I would love to know
more about it and tell me what group
that was in he loves his new job and in
fact he's already hit the the second top
self man for his job that he's in yeah
unfortunately they are sorry bed typing
just mentioned her name again oh okay
he's going into fifth so this is his
last year in elementary which is a big
step for him and he you know he did
really good to last year he really
stepped up his game and really came a
long long way from what he was before
and so he's really excited but he's just
like nervous because I have have you
converted to Islam how so
what's for dinner today only carries yes
I have converted to Islam and I said my
Shahada five and a half almost six years
ago or no actually six years ago was in
June I know I'm gonna have to have a
well next year so here's the here's the
thing
Maya yeah it's no good
put it in the sink baby Maya next year
will be in middle school
Omar will be going into Kenny garden and
then it will just be me anis for at home
so that's gonna be exciting but that's
why this year that's what I was talking
about on my vlog today yes so you're
gonna go to kindergarten oh my gosh
congratulations Kareem oh I love that
name I'm going to be an empty-nester
syndrome oh and uh do you uh-huh
yeah well according to s where she's
starting high school that's what she
told me today she said mommy a minister
High School I said uh false she says no
I'm starting high school I bet you can't
oh my gosh I know I was talking to a
girl yesterday that I seen um hold on
just second you guys let me in correct
these two fighters Omar Omar yeah he
says I am going away he already knows
what I'm gonna tell him to get away from
a sister okay go play with uh with the
your toys in the bedroom because that's
where your toys are out right now and
let sisters sit there with her iPad oh
wow
six grandkids are you gonna cry when
they hit kindergarten next year Zach I
was a balla mess when Maya started
kindergarten well let me tell you I have
pictures I think I was probably the only
parent in there but it was bad
this is last just arts school I oh you
know what and that's what I am so so
excited for is to see my kids going to
school but also for me to finally have
some you cried with them all but to
finally have some me time to do things
that I want to get done while they're in
school because here it's they're in
kindergarten before it used to be they
were only in skinny Garnon four until
twelve o'clock I think now they are all
days so they go from the same time that
all the kids start Elementary and they
go all day long it's an all-day
kindergarten yeah right but I yeah let
me tell you will see another will be
nice because Omar will be in
kindergarten so Ezra and I will have the
day to each other and then once she goes
to school then it's gonna free me up and
at that point I don't know I don't know
i I've really been considering going
back to school so that's just been
something that is on the table yes Omar
was fighting with his sister he does it
all the time are you amazed by Islam
what about Islam did you find NRC what
led you to convert are they oh mama
okay thank you for coming by I'll snap
you in a little bit um that's your skunk
okay hold on I'm missing messages here
let me pull it up a little bit faithful
how is Sebastian he is doing amazing he
is huge I will go I will have I think
he's asleep with Maya on his bed so if
he is I'll have my I bring amount my in
him our best friends they are they are
best friends
Sebastian follows Jeremiah everywhere if
- it's on the floor Sebastian will back
up and sit right on his lap and sit
there for ever with him
he's more minds than he is mine anymore
um full-day kindergarten is so hard on
the kids we have that here too that's
what I'm really afraid of because I'm
not really worried about it with Omar
because Omar is a busy child like he has
yeah
he has energy for the enough for ten
kids so to him I don't think it's gonna
be so hard but Ezra she still takes naps
today she still takes naps are you
amazed by Aslam what about Islam did you
find interesting what led you to comfort
are there any side of Islam that you
appreciate and why good question
hold on just a second I wanted a lot of
children but I only had one son at 40
he's still my baby at one Oh Angela
those buns on your counter look good
leave my buns alone just wondering do
your kids argue a lot with each other um
they have been lately and I think it's
because just with the change of
everything I think we've been we've been
in the house a lot we've been out of the
house a lot but we've been in the house
a lot and it's the heat has been just
ridiculous here to take them out in and
so I haven't been able to take them
outside and let them really get some
good playtime in but I'm hoping within
the next couple of days because supposed
to start pulling off tonight that I'll
be able to take them to the park let
them get some energy out and they'll be
so tired they won't have energy to fight
with each other that's my goal
and triple-a I don't mind you asking one
bit let me go back to your question
though are you amazed about Islam I love
the the aspect of the religion yes I
absolutely do
what about Islam did you find
interesting um I think everything I
honestly think I accept every
what oh there's a lady that got hurt oh
that's not good um I think that you know
I think in every religion there's things
that you probably might think that you
would want to change but at the same
time I I really like having that as a
guide you know and I just go from there
I'm 25 my brother is 29 and we still
argue
oh god Zach please don't tell me that I
have pork ribs in the crock-pot since 12
oh girl I love I love crock-pot Mills I
love them I think she fell asleep oh no
she didn't
I would say she's been sitting over
there quiet um yeah people tell me that
all the time their older kids still
fighting like wow I'm sorry I Triple A
I'm sorry I get going I forget to answer
the finishing questions here's that
thing I was telling you guys about can
you see it can you hear it
I don't know where my mic is
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it cuts your hair like you can you can
do your mustache look you should you
could shave your eyebrows yes you can
you know that is a myth you guys anybody
that told you Omar says do your hair
appear anybody that told you that your
hair grows back thicker when you shave
it that it's a bit so true if your
hair's gonna be black it's gonna be
black they are they're finally growing
bag look they are want to go back
thicker no no no people six people said
no s right no give it to him you go find
Momo here give that to me shut take a
hold on Omar hold on um people say that
it's gonna grow back thicker it does not
grow back thicker it really doesn't
believe the person I went to school for
it okay it does not anyways yes it's
just you know you just go
going for a drink be right back okay I
wind up I might need a drink after this
to see and you can you see the hair look
look little cook shoot hi all ice cream
trucks out can you see the hair look
it's like you have become pretty
unpopular recently how are you going to
resolve that hi Maria
welcome yeah it's just it really it does
work though I got it from Walgreens for
light it was like ten dollars or
something I wasn't very much and I just
take it in my purse so whenever I'm
sitting waiting for somebody because
they take their sweet time I just
started doing mice do my hairs I don't
know if I can do hold on let's see watch
you guys gonna make you screw up look at
this taking your business advice all
right stop movi give me see
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uh-huh
it's a scratch now how are you gonna
scratch on your nose I don't know okay
let me see oh you see the blonde hairs
laugh-out-loud that is so cool
I need I got it I think I once it was
Walgreens just joined what is that
gadget oh it is an eye lash mustache
beards - whatever stash you want Shaden
oh you have one Joanne I love it to the
right no to the left yeah right you're
looking for drama please go on down the
road Thank You Linda Thank You Linda I
got mine from QVC years ago I think UVC
is the same as Walgreens I want to say
or it was a sister brand of them but
yeah it's just called a mini trimmer it
is bomb I'm sure you could probably find
it at like Walmart something naughty
naughty why why do you two have to ask
what I'm drinking you got to blow it out
of the water don't shock yeah yeah I
love that color I know me too I love it
for the a long time I thought tequila
yeah I wish I were um I thought it was I
kept grabbing it thinking it was makeup
at first
what kind of sort of um Diet Coke I had
to think there for a minute I can only
handle diet though anything else isn't
know ya know I honestly I mean you could
do this on your fingers like
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you do your fingers and it really gets
your skin are not your skin sorry um I
am a foodie yes I want food hey I think
I'm a foodie to you I love it
the only oh and it bends too so like if
you need Lotus what happened yeah
because I I get like not not my side it
burns but like right in here I like to
you know hole I don't know because I
can't find I need to figure out if
there's a way there's I would imagine
with the price he fell off a letter oh
my god hi Marcia welcome yeah the peach
fuzz but see it doesn't grow back thick
to me at least it doesn't I've been
doing it for a while so um hi April
Luna says I pushed him who's Luna do you
have to wear hijab are you allowed to
not have it on um I I have it on when
I'm like filming let me back this up a
little bit
I have it on when I'm filming or when
I'm out in public but when I'm at home
and like I'm not filming or I'm just
talking to like women then that awful
lady Luna loves food
oh I don't know who that is
Lotus I'm really sorry my god I hope
your husband's okay what did he have
surgery on um
Mik are you supposed to be like me
Jagger my neighbor just called me
Alabama wench I'm what does that even
mean wow I don't know what that means
either
oh my god Lotus I am so sorry poor guy I
hope he's okay um how long have you been
Catholic me I'm not Catholic and I don't
know what Alabama windchime is I I have
no idea yeah Google it Google is our
best friend
what's for dinner I see somebody ask um
so I'm gonna if most of you guys
probably seen the chicken that I had
made oh sorry you look like a nun oh no
I'm never none no none here it's so
comfortable cuz I'm used to it so
Alabama one chime is a hang oh whoa
sorry that I even said that on my life
oh my god sorry I'd honest to god I had
no idea that's what it meant please
forgive me I didn't know that's what it
said
Thank You McJob Mick Jagger Nick Lowe
Wow I am so sorry you guys I didn't I
didn't mean to say that and if I
offended anybody I'm sorry Wow
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now that just took me for somebody asked
what I was having for dinner so I'm
gonna take remember the chicken I did
the other night and I flayed it and nice
are you of color Mac job no not that it
makes it okay but I'm just asking um
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yeah I had no idea either as sad this
country is getting nuts it's it's really
sad but anyway so I'm gonna make the
chicken and then I'm making so I'm
making the chicken
I'm not frying my name frying all these
but I'm gonna bake mine and then I'm
making hemp pasta I'm not gonna have
pasta I think I have a little bit of
lettuce left so my mom was gone my
daughter's a nice kid
oh I'm sorry sweetie that's sad
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uh-oh sack that's not good someone's
hurt so that's what I'm doing for dinner
and then I am going to tomorrow I'm
going to clean hi javi welcome I'm going
to clean my stove you guys so I'm going
to record that it's gonna be a job it is
and why am i why myself looks the way it
does because when oli cooks I'm not
kidding you when he cooks everything
like overflows and he won't wipe it off
a lot of times like until after he's
done cooking and it builds and builds in
it like yes April I have in fact I have
some in my freezer oh I wouldn't do that
I mean I wouldn't retaliating with
violence isn't a good thing that's my
opinion you know people say things every
day that aren't nice but you know what
we have to learn to just turn our cheek
just let it go Hina getting that Jeff
yeah kind of getting that Jeff what are
you want Abby explain okay he's timed
out sorry I'm not gonna have I don't
know what he's talking about and I don't
have time to play the game so anyways so
I'm going to yeah I had and hit him all
right now I'm trying not to do sugars I
have babies oh wow Abby see I just had
my Sugar's checked a few weeks ago
everything looks really good I yet today
I was talking to my counselor and I told
her that I'm really debating on going
back to my no carbs I think that that's
just not my new book no carb sorry my
low calories because I think that that's
just no Zack why would I be mad honey um
I think that's gonna be my only way that
I'm gonna be able to do this is because
if I start restricting then once I start
restricting I want everything and then
that's when I go and I start shoving
stuff that I shouldn't be shoving where
are we going nowhere honey oh we're not
going to kindergarten right now and so
why are you playing with the pinchers
son why are you playing with those I
have eyes in the back of my head
what did you say April I'm sorry I'm a
little carb way measure everything I'm
down oh my gosh April congratulations
Wow
Wow
you're being shipped out Omar he is I
told him every time he disobeys I say
okay I have a box ready and it says as
you're gonna be shipped off to uh to
Egypt trying to track calories with carb
manager see I downloaded I think it was
carb manager but I didn't I couldn't
catch the drift of it I been doing um
well I'm not gonna say I've been doing
my fitness felt I'm supposed to Omar as
a Curious George yep you hit it right on
the nail that is exactly who he is and
he doesn't stop can I tell you how I
lost weight absolutely Linda Oh mine is
trying to get Sebastian oh hi Amy I am
late for this party hey Denise yeah see
I did really good in was off of soda all
the way up and he'll what are we in July
no we're in August so June oh hey what's
going on
what's going on hold on Esther hold on
uh I was off soda for almost a year and
stupidly one day I just picked up a soda
and it went all downhill yep oh yes yes
I was always told that or when you go to
a restaurant you better make sure the
money is worth it
or you better make sure you eat for the
money that it's worth or something like
that and my family would always go to
buffet is like that's what we grew up on
here for everybody that wanted to see
Sebastian
here's the man of the house here's the
man I need my charge was Nicole's gonna
die it's gotten huge
he's gained I hate Omar's stomp I mean
he has gained thought Olli was the man
of the house oh no no Sebastian
Sebastian took the spot
I need my charger huh baby it's over
there yes does he bite um he likes to go
after toes he will go after toes if
you're walking stop if he if you're
walking and he's in a playful mood you
he will go after your toes
honey it's plugged in honey this cone
has grown yes he's um D skunked Rd spray
nerdy whatever it's called spray spray
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he went the other day and went with us
too
my phone's gonna die we took him to
McDonald's with us and cuz he likes to
go sometimes for right he doesn't go all
the time with us now okay leave him
alone he's resting oh you can scratch
his
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does he give kisses
I need Sebastian bashed in hate yeah
well you know what when I took him to
the vet he's had to have his booster
shots they said he's the the the calmest
skunk that they've ever had hi Cruz
welcome welcome welcome
but he's so calm and he really just go
ahead and take him the man of the hour
is gone see he goes to Maya though he
absolutely is Maya's baby
he absolutely is Maya's baby it's in his
sick mean how much he is Maya's baby I
told you he's whoa what happened come
here what happened
Oh hold on you guys
okay sorry Azhar decided to take a
nosedive on the kitchen floor because
she was chasing her brother good times
good times
um anyways let's see he is he's getting
so big sound turned off yeah because s
her was screaming I didn't want you guys
have to her screaming in this phone cuz
she fell and hit her what did he have it
me toes
oh he didn't eat McDonald's I had gotten
a t for me the other day when I had went
so he just went bye-bye with us but he
didn't get McDonald's thank you yes my
little man's getting so much older baby
you want to go to kindergarten tonight
see you guys look what has happened and
now now my kid has fallen and wants to
go to kindergarten I thought you said
you're gonna go to high school yeah I
Christina welcome
but yeah so he's doing really good they
said that he is probably this the this
most sweetest skunk that they have ever
taken care of and that he has gained so
he was the first time when we took him
he was three pounds and the second time
we took him he was 6 pounds your
children our door thank you thank you
anyway just FYI okay um Linda I'm gonna
go back up and read those after I get
off of my life because I want to see
what you were saying about your diet
because I'm really curious about it um
yeah here's my my messy child she's like
I can't find no one to groom my parents
around here oh really I I take care of
him the only thing I'm really scared of
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no not right now
she looks a little small for high school
yeah well she's a monster high that's
what she calls herself she's monster
high hey she looks like a corner
absolutely but not right now no nope not
right now what
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okay showed him your screen she wants to
show you her scratches okay show her
scratches you were too much yeah what do
you say hi kids
oh thank you oh she's nuts
I love her kind when I started but it
works Linda I don't know what that is
but I'm gonna find out yes that laugh
sometimes gets me through my day
honestly that's what gets me through my
day sometimes okay my kids are gonna
take over for a minute oh they're gonna
show you all their boo-boos look at my
messy living room you guys isn't that
horrible oh my god I went back to see
Sebastian he is he's huge he is big
he is definitely getting big but he's
doing really good like he's a hundred
percent a hundred percent I know right I
kiss boo-boos all day long I swear I
feel like it anyways um I have 100 set
potty-trained him Oh mine is awful right
now my kitchen needs to be cleaned I'm
just showing it all and my living room
is a disaster
Amy she has an infectious laugh like you
oh my god
yeah she can get going and she'll like
ulcer laughing and she's laughing and
we'll just both be going at it with each
other laughing and Ollie will just sit
there that's really not any ice honey
I'll give you ice when I'm off cuz I'll
have to get it out of the machine I'm
going to go okay
Zac thank you for joining I know I'm
really gonna jump off here pretty soon I
just wanted to come on and say hello to
everybody
mr. missing everybody thank you so much
everybody hold on just a second thank
you so much everybody for coming in
tonight and being very very supportive
to me and understanding when I say that
I just want everybody to get along and
that I love everybody and yeah I just I
wish this world had enough love for
everybody and I love you too and I love
everybody and I just wish that everybody
would get along and unfortunately I know
that's not gonna happen but it is what
it is we're not gonna go down that road
again but I just think everybody for
understanding and for the ones that have
stood by my side through all the things
that I've been going through please
please please please please please do
not put people the information on my
youtube channel please I won't put up
with that don't don't don't don't don't
don't um I just you know I think
everybody for be understanding too on my
side and having faith that you know I
I'm trying to change stuff around so
that you know that the negativity goes
away and unfortunately I know it's not
gonna all go away off which channel I
know it's not but somehow I just wish
that there was a way that I could bitter
I don't know please don't put
information about
other people on my Channel please Islam
isn't peaceful I'm sorry if that's how
you feel that's your own opinions I'm
doing really good thank you Marie thank
you you're welcome
you're welcome ai ai ai don't go for
that I I don't go for that and I won't
go for that absolutely Triple E
absolutely exactly Linda Thank You Cindy
so much I'm so happy that you stopped in
I'm going to run how do you feel about
candy talks in law it's not my business
it really isn't I I don't need to go in
to it I as long as it's not happening on
my channel what happens on other
people's Channel I don't control I can't
control what others have what happens on
other people's channels I cannot control
all I can do is control what happens on
my channel and I will not allow anybody
I don't care who they are to put
information out about anybody it's not
okay and that's not no I don't accept
that Esther move was curious Lotus I am
a supporter absolutely of everybody I'm
a supporter of everybody I don't have a
problem with nobody cuz nobody should
have a problem with me however whoever
has problems with each other need to
keep me out of it because I don't want
to be a part of it does that make sense
am i making sense maybe I'm not maybe it
sounds completely odd that I would be
saying that but I don't want I just it's
just um I just anyways it just gets me
worked out because I just hate seeing
everybody getting bashed and body
fighting and I just wish that everybody
could just get along stop fighting stop
putting people in the middle of it if
you got a problem with somebody take
care of it but take care of it and get
it just be done April I know I know I
know anyways before it starts getting
crazy because clearly I see crabs gonna
hit the fan
here soon because there's people coming
in here that I really don't need to have
in here I love y'all and maybe I'll go
live tomorrow you guys I just absolutely
adore all of you my channel is amazing
because of you guys and I am so happy to
have each and every one of you guys here
on my channel supporting me and
supporting each other and I will check
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oh it doesn't surprise me then does that
lady don't like me and I don't know why
I've never talked to her um being honest
nobody wants your honesty
yeah and that's some sort it's it's so
sad because nobody wants to hear the
truth but it's alright
hey Garrison's I'm not sure how to say
the whole thing tutoring Thank You
Joanne I truly appreciate it good night
Holy Spirit thank you okay so the lacy
is it Phil Elise how do you pronounce
your name good night Murray thank you
for coming in good night April exactly
Holy Spirit exactly exactly good night I
love you all sweet dreams and I'll see
you guys again soon
